Thursday, November 30, 2006

You don't even know

I do love dreams. I had a one last night & i have no idea where in the world or from what part of my head it came from. The opposite of many things i would even think about doing i did, and i made a mistake, a really really stupid mistake. It wasn't that i forgot computers dont work underwater.

In the dream i "forgot" that i was in a dream. I accidentally jumped out the window of our 32nd floor house in China. I had a shower and was all happy, i went to the balcony and i jumped 'because its fun in dreams and isn't this just a dream?' While i was falling i remember figuring out that darn, i was NOT in a dream, and that i should aim myself over to a exceptionally tall tree and hope it would break my fall. I remember crashing through branches. Everything was black, and then my ghost wandered around apologising for the mess and admitting i made a dreadful mistake.
Is there such a thing as accidental suicide.
I had to go talk to my family "I wanted you to hear it from me first, i'm dead and im sorry."
I had to find the married man i was having an affair with and tell him. He was shorter then me. I got a last lesson from him about how i should learn from this and stop shrugging things off with a laugh. Great.
I heard poor Gabe had to identify the body. And we went over to examine the spot where i fell. I found a rather large dent in the concrete and was happily exclaiming to the somber girls that "This must be the spot where i fell!"

I was genuinely emotionally affected that i died. When i woke up it was an actual relief to know that i didn't have to inform anyone else that i wasn't alive anymore.

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

Aw thats sad.

Anonymous said...

You never told us you were having an affair with the married man when you recounted the dream to us!
Well, at least it was a dream , because I can imagine you doing something like that.
"Look girls! This is a dream!"
Jumps off balcony.
"Uhh.. Lisa?"

Anonymous said...

I know Tam. "Girls i PROMISE you that this is a dream, now lets all have a fun flying experience as sisters together. One.. two... three!"

Anonymous said...

I'd rather not have any experiences together as sisters thanks.

Anonymous said...

well, i think that if u were drunk u could accidentally fall off the balcony thinking that superman exists and that you're Lois and he would come flying at high speed to rescue you... it can happen :P
anyway, u look good in the pic of you and your computer, what brand is it? another compaq? why do u always choose a compaq? try smthg different u might like it more :p

Anonymous said...

Compaqs are cheap, and they work. What more could i want? Besides, yes superman.

Anonymous said...

lisa, is that why you posted that picture?
i already told everyone that youre a beautiful virgin

Anonymous said...

*version